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Can you hear me? No you don't.

2011-01-19T00:30:00.000+08:00

OO

2011-01-19T00:04:00.005+08:00

Be happy.

Look forward for every new day

every new day brings new life,

which begins with possibilities.

Even if

you are having a real hard time for the day

Just always remember that

there are people who are facing the same problems

or having much worse condition than you do,

it does not matter whether you are rich or poor,

young or old.

So smile baby,

smile cures everything.

Sweet, beautiful yet powerful thing.

2011-01-18T23:54:00.005+08:00

There is the melody
I can't play for you,
There is the song
I can't sing for you.

Always,
I want to be with you,
Touch, feel your heart.

Between us
There is the line
I can't cross.

Bonjour!

2011-01-11T16:03:00.005+08:00

Its been awhile, a real long time I should say.

Hello there.

I've a sudden urge to re- activate this blog for some reasons;

A new place for me to relieve my emotions, instead of having them stuck in my head.
As a hobby; to improve my typing & writing skills. Lol.

. . . . . Its also plainly for fun.

Well its a brand new year and I've got alot alot of plans and resolutions for the year. :)

Anyway lately I've come across something really interesting.

I often ask myself, how does one change his/ her personality so fast?

In short, why do some people have two faces-

( two different personalities- acting completely diff when they face diff things/ people)

Personally I find it scary,

well I mean its okay sometimes for us to hide our emotions like angry or sad etc,

but not to the extent that you will need to change your true self

( like your opinion about one specific thing when you're facing two diff ppl.)

I see no point doing it, it freaks me out.

I'll stop here.

toods!

And i just realized that the blog was left untouched for the whole year 2010.

Ps i love you.

2009-09-14T17:26:00.002+08:00

Red roses were her favorites. Her name was also Rose.
Every year her husband sent them, tied with pretty bows.
The year he died, the roses were delivered to her door.
The card said, “Be my Valentine,” like all the years before.

Each year he sent her roses, and the note would always say,
“I love you even more this year, than last year on this day.
My love for you will always grow, with every passing year.”
She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear.

She thought, he ordered roses in advance before this day.
Her loving husband did not know that he would pass away.
He always liked to do things early, way before the time.
Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine.

She cut the stems, and placed them in a very special vase.
Then, placed the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face.
She would sit for hours, in her husband’s favorite chair.
While staring at his picture, and looking at the roses there.

A year went by, and it was hard to live without her mate.
With loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate.
Then, the very hour, as on Valentines before.
The doorbell rang, and there were roses, sitting by her door.

She brought the roses in, and then just looked at them in shock.
Then, went to get the telephone, to call the florist shop.
The owner answered, and she asked him, if he would explain,
Why would someone do this to her, causing her such pain?

“I know your husband passed away, more than a year ago,”
The owner said, “I knew you would call, and you would want to know.
“The flowers you received today, were paid for in advance.
Your husband always planned ahead, he left nothing to chance.”

“There is a standing order, which I have on file down here,
and he has paid, well in advance, you will get the roses every year.
There also is another thing, which I think you should know,
He wrote a special little card…he did this many years ago.

Then, should ever, I find out that he is no longer here,
That is the card…that should be sent, to you the following year.”
She thanked him and hung up the phone, her tears was now flowing hard.
Her fingers were shaking, as she slowly reached to get the card.

Inside the card, she saw that he had written her a note.
Then, as she stared in total silence, this is what he wrote…
“Hello my love, I know it is been a year since I have been gone,
I hope it has not been too hard for you to overcome.

I know it must be lonely, and the pain is very real.
For if it was the other way, I know how I would feel.
The love we shared made everything so beautiful in life.
I loved you more than words could say, you were the perfect wife.

You were my friend and lover, you fulfilled my every need.
I know it is only been a year, but please try not to grieve.
I want you to be happy, even when you shed your tears.
That is why the roses will be sent to you for years.

When you get these roses, think of all the happiness,
that we had together, and how both of us were blessed.
I have always loved you and I know I always will.
However, my love, you must go on, you have some living still.

Please… try to find happiness, while living out your days.
I know it is not easy, but I hope you find some ways.
The roses will come every year, and they will only stop,
when your door is not answered, when the florist stops to knock.

He will come five times that day, in case you have gone out.
But after his last visit, he will know without a doubt,
to take the roses to the place, where I have instructed him,
and place the roses where we are, together once again.”

2009-09-14T17:01:00.004+08:00

I seriously feel like i'm having holi. (:

I only have 2 days of coll in a week, or maybe less.

On friday; Had sushi zanmai @ ou and watched the ugly truth, the movie was okayyy.
Yesterday went tmn megah night market and had lots of awesome food, hahhaha.

Everyone's fav!

Not much to blog bout, i'm lazy. Dang, See you.

Xo,

Sze.

D:

2009-09-11T00:07:00.005+08:00

- Sze.

08/09/09

2009-09-10T23:36:00.002+08:00

@ fish and co.

Happy bday Joyce Chuah. (:

Xoxo,

Sze.

Short update of the week.

2009-09-06T22:33:00.004+08:00

This is my friend, teoh hazel.

No, i love balloons. (:

Fish and co is cheap and nice. (:

Watched final destination @ sunway pyramid yesterday, it was really bad. So, take my advice.

Having exams week now.

See ya.

Boy, why are you so obsessed with me.

2009-09-02T13:00:00.004+08:00

A very old picture. I think I look different now. In a bad way.

Lol.

I need an ipod touch case! :(

Xo,

Sze.

Say cheese, anyone?

2009-08-31T22:14:00.008+08:00

HAPPY 52nd MERDEKA, MYS. (:

Well I didn't go for any merdeka celebration this year. It was a last minute plan, we went to Desa Park City to have a night walk around 10 plus. Alot of couples and families gathered there, tuck even thought that it was lantern/ mooncake festival or something. * Laughs.

I loved walking in the park at the windy night. (:

Oh ya I sprained my ankle, WHY? Sigh.

That is why I love wearing flops. They simply rock my world.

I watched the orphan twice in my life. OMFFG.

Xo,

Sze.

Man of the heart? - Random post.

2009-08-25T20:57:00.012+08:00

I find this funny tho. :/ >>

What A True Boyfriend Should Do…

When she walks away from you mad
(Follow her) Erm depends? She might get annoyed.

When she stare’s at your mouth
(Kiss her you idiot) Not quite sure.

When she pushes you or hit’s you
(Grab her and don’t let go) Yes. :)

When she start’s cussing at you
(Don’t cuss back and make her feel worse,
just deal with it for the time being) Yes yes.

When she’s quiet
(Ask her whats wrong,
but not a billion times when she says nothing) Yea do not keep asking.

When she ignores you
(Give her your attention) Yea i guess.

When she pull’s away
(Pull her back) :)

When you see her at her worst
(Tell her she’s beautiful) No don't lie, she'll feel worse.

When you see her start crying
(Just hold her and don’t say a word) Yep.

When you see her walking
(Sneak up and hug her waist from behind) Ahhar.

When she’s scared
(Protect her) Yes you should.

When she lay’s her head on your shoulder
(Tilt her head up and kiss her) Erm nah, just stay.

When she steal’s your favorite shirt
(Let her keep it and sleep! with it for a night) Not for a night, for as long as she wants. :)

When she tease’s you
(Tease her back and make her laugh) Lol sometimes maybe? with good jokes.

When she doesn’t answer for a long time
(Reassure her that everything is okay) Ermmm.

When she look’s at you with doubt
(Back yourself up) :)

When she say’s that she like’s you
(She really does more than you could understand, completely true) Yeppp, girls seldom do sweet talking.

When she grab’s at your hands
(Hold her’s and play with her fingers) Hold her tight.

When she bump’s into you
(Bump into her back and make her laugh) Okayyy.

When she tells you a secret
(Keep it safe and untold) Yes!!!

When she looks at you in your eyes
(Don’t look away until she does) Eyecontact. :D

When she misses you
(She’s hurting inside) Huh? Why.

When you break her heart
(The pain never really goes away) Yeahh i guess.

When she says its over
(She still wants you to be hers) :(

Xoxo,

Sze.

2009-08-22T18:32:00.000+08:00

Food, yes foooood.

2009-08-20T19:56:00.012+08:00

Monday's stop.

Hartz chicken buffet.

We didn't really eat much tho, spent around 30 mins there.

Say NO to those. :/

And say YES to these. (:

Some malay food, something like mixed rice ( zap fan),

lol i didn't even bother to try it.

Tada. Eat less of these.

I just had one piece of crispy chicken wing & fried onion ringssss. Hahhaha.

Reminds me of OIL= FATSSS.

Today's stop.

Shogun japanese buffet.

Yum yum I stayed there for 2 hours plus,

well not eating all the time of course.

Soft shell crabs my all time fav. :D

We had green tea, yam, sweet corn, mat kool ice creams!

Each flavour one scoop! * Jokes.

Fondue.

Btw the above pictures are not by me. (:

He kissed the cup.
Me with my boxing chic.

Yes i know i know, shut up.

We.
Same persons, same place. Diff edits.

Watched orphan, it was out today.

You should watch it. Its scary.

I'll rate it; 7.9/ 10.

I can't on my phone since noon. Sigh.

Good bye!

You left me bleeding.

2009-08-18T15:52:00.006+08:00

Acca results are out,

:) not with very good marks but well, I'm relieved.

Some random pics taken @ Pak li.

Cendol.

I didn't go to coll today, had a really bad headache since yesterday night,

and fever. I'm off to bed now, love.

Oh and i found this,

GUESS WHO.

Before her surgery.

***WANNA KNOW MORE?

Sze.

2009-08-14T17:59:00.001+08:00

Do you hear my prayers?

The feeling is indescribable.

2009-08-14T00:22:00.010+08:00

I was kinda blur the whole day, maybe it was because I slept late yesterday and had to wake up at six, only managed to catch two hours of sleep. Watched this movie, my mom's new boyfriend and it was just plainly boring. Most of the time my eyes were half opened, staring at the laptop on my bed with all lights off. I'm getting my june finals' results on monday, kinda nervous, hopefully everything will go well, I'm so not gonna fail either of the papers. * Touch wood.

Oh btw, mtv world stage will be held @ sunway lagoon tomorrow, alot of bands are going. Felt like going at first but it would be hell crowded AND I will not want to take a risk of getting H1N1. Unless you're gonna wear a mask to the concert? I wonder if anyone would do that.

Sigh. The virus is spreading faster nowadays, innocent people die within few days. People should take good care of yourselves, be clean, consume sufficient water and vitamins everyday, stay at home if you're sick. Will you, Pleaseee? (:

Words are often kept deep down inside the heart...

till the right time has come..

Oh baby the night is so lonely

The moment I closed up my eyes,

I can't stop thinking of you.

Staring out from the windows,

wishing that you were here.

I can't believe that you mean so much to me,

baby.

I miss you so much

when I think of how you kissed me.

I need you to know

that i'll love you forever,

ever.

Xoxo,

Sze.

It's over!

2009-08-12T23:38:00.004+08:00

Picture taken by the not so pro camera man.

After my last paper, we went to Paris Restaurant ( A seafood restaurant @ ss2) to celebrate.

Fried sotong. (:

Yam yam, i've no idea what is it called?

Surprise. :)

I went out at seven in this morning and came back at eleven pm.

What a tiring day, tomorrow have 9 hours of classes. :(

Btw happy birthday Rachel L.

Xoxo,

Sze.

Not F5 ing, then?

2009-08-11T22:39:00.008+08:00

The word, bore.

Give you my **** face.

Xoxo,

Sze.

You're missed.

2009-08-10T12:28:00.000+08:00

Wasted 3 days, time to get back to f5.

Signing off,

Sze.

I dance for love.

2009-08-09T22:22:00.003+08:00

I dance for the love

I dance even when I feel pain

I dance knowing there's something to gain

I dance for the love

I dance for me

I dance for everyone to see

I dance for the love

I dance as the sunshine

I dance hoping you will be mine

I dance for the love

I dance with words to say

I dance all day

I dance for the love

I dance even when you leave

I dance and still believe

I dance for the love

Xoxo,

Sze.

Now I realized.

2009-08-09T15:54:00.002+08:00

Nothing more i'm asking for, simple. And a happy life. (:

With love,

2009-08-08T15:23:00.007+08:00

Exams make me feel so sick.

I'm not going for audit test on monday.

I'm here to do few birthday shoutouts,

Happy birthday to 2 B's.

Vannieboo, Brownstick. ( 08081990)

I miss you so much you sasau vain essa!

And Kush, Bush (09081990)

And Jason Kang Ping Hong. (09081990)

Again, happy birthday!

Xoxo,

Sze.

Wake me up.

2009-08-05T17:07:00.002+08:00

I didn't manage to study yesterday night altho i slept at 8 plus ( yes so early) , i got up at 11 this morning. I slept more than 12 hours? Taken a nap at 2pm after making pizza with mama. Now i'm here on the net, sigh. I don't have any motivation and I can't stay focus on my studies. * Sobs.

Don't come here baby, i'll walk to you.

2009-08-04T20:24:00.006+08:00

Hello, emo girl is back in action. Emo girl skipped alot of classes recently. She couldn't take the stress and frustrations of having such long classes everyday, and she decided to watch the proposal this noon, hoping that the comedy would at least help her in relieving stress. She has no idea what kinda stress she's having, not to say she studies everyday/ week. Waking up so early in the morning makes her feel damn moodless, seriously. Friday she'll be having her first progress test of the new sem. One stack of thick notes she has gotto finish by thurs, its sorta impossible. She has a feeling that she's gonna fail, but not too badly til everyone thinks that she's too dumb to be in acca. Daddy just asked her if she wanna stay at sunway hostel next year, she's still considering. Well, she's gonna take a short nap now, yeah a short one. Or maybe i'll wake up tomorrow before 2pm to study. Life is never easy. :(

Xoxoxo,

Sze.

Paint me happy.

2009-08-02T23:10:00.006+08:00

I got two huge pimples on my forehead. :(

Rain fell last night...quiet, gentle rain,

that tapped against my window pane,

and called me back from troubled sleep,

to soothe a heart too numb to weep.

My loneliness was too deep and real,

and like a wound that would not heal,

it throbbed within me, and I knew

my arms were empty without you.

But as I listened to the sound

of soft rain falling on the ground,

I heard your voice, tender and clear,

Call my name, and oh my dear,

I threw my window open wide,

to let the sweet rain rush inside.

It kissed my lips, my eyes, my hair,

and love, I knew that you were there.

Tears that my heart could not release

Fell down from Heaven, bringing peace.

Last night while gray clouds softly wept,

I held you in my arms and slept.

Xoxoxo,

Sze.

Very random.

2009-08-02T19:26:00.001+08:00

Bad quality of pics.

HAHAHA, call me lifeless.

Xoxo,

Sze.

Its been so long.

2009-07-29T18:43:00.002+08:00

Buttermilk crabs. Yum. (:

Crispy fried man tou.

Nothing much bout this post. Life is getting less interesting.

I've extra f7 classes on friday, exams are on the next week.

I can't wait till december to have my holi. :(

Love,

Chuahyingsze.

Food, again?

2009-07-26T18:35:00.002+08:00

This is random, its been so long since i last did homework.

( Audit's lecturer is scary). D:

And so, the girl who was feeling proud of herself decided to take a pic of her work;

heheh EYES FOCUS ON THE CUPPY CAKE.

She managed to finish ONE question with the company of,

the above.

I gave it to my sis,

forced her to eat that super sweet icing flower. * Laughs.

Alright, i'm going out for dinner.

Omg omg omg.

I only did a ques hope she's not gonna call me up to answer tomorrow.

Cheers.

Btw i freaking hate acca.

I hate everything bout acca.

BUT i love $$$$$$$$. :P

Xoxo,

Sze.

25th, a promise was made.

2009-07-26T00:43:00.007+08:00

Just got back home not long ago,

went to the KDU's event; RAVE 2 SAVE.

Oh well, people there weren't that happening.

Not like i'm very happening,

but they were just sitting down during the performances;

that reminds me of acca ( my course).

Hahahha, oh maybe it was the timing, i went for one hour plus only.

At the noon, wrong timing i guess?

The lighting was awesome.

The so called paramore band.

Goody bag items. :P

We then headed to The Curve.

Vain nya.

0.0

Yours truly.

Again. :/

Ice Age 3 in 3D, omg it was so nice.

I'm so gonna watch Up in 3D! :D

I freaking like this.

RAMLEE!!!

It may not look nice in the picture but its taste is just simply perfect.

I'm done,

going to wash up then sleep.

Xoxo,

Sze.

After so long.

2009-07-23T22:07:00.001+08:00

@ Pyramid.

The second fall.

2009-07-22T20:40:00.008+08:00

the black ink left on those pieces of pink papers

fades as time passes by

like the old memories, they are soon becoming blurr

now i've a new piece of clean and unwritten paper with me

i've a new life, so are you.

no i'm not going to lose my current life

its alot greater than what i used to have

i've been under depression, worrying bout the future

which is so unpredictable and scary

i am still in fear

that one day i might just fall without anyone saving me

i wish things were made simpler

i've less stuff to think bout

frankly i think i've gone thru enough in my life

you know

too much of pain

sometimes will just make ppl give up easily

xoxo,

sze.

No more love, its limited.

2009-07-21T20:47:00.014+08:00

I'm serious this time,

Goodbye.

You make me do this.

What is worse than empty lined paper,

lying in front of you?
A pencil moving light and slowly,
beautifully but tired, over the sheet?
Drawing circles in your head,
but on the paper nothing is written?
The head upon the pillow,
the eyes are nearly closed. Dreaming far away.
In this dream, nothing has changed. Bright it is,
and oh, so wonderful.
Dreams turns into nightmares. Nightmares into reality.
Reality is once again worse than dreams.
What is then worse than empty lined paper?
Reality I tell you my friend.
Had a long nap this noon, till now i'm still feeling a bit tired and blur. Skipped f5 class today. Don't take it wrong- Not like i love pontenging classes ( well actually who doesn't like to ponteng). ; its because my concentration was damn low after two classes of f7 ( trying to come out with excuses). ; altho i spent most of the time in class talking to steph and ju + stoning. I seriously dislike this sem, in average i've three days coll in a week; but nine- hours- class in a day sometimes really drives me mad. ACCA results will be out on 17th of Aug, i'm gonna pray hard so that i'll pass with flying colours ( no way! What i want is just a PASS).

Alright, tomorrow is a holi, i'm so gonna relax myself. :)

Xoxo,

Sze.

United.

2009-07-19T17:17:00.005+08:00

Man U Asia Tour.

18/ 07/ o9.

The crowd.

Before the match; Man u players were still warming up.

Tuck. (:

Was waiting for the match to start; started camwhoring.

And finally.

I sweat damn alot, when the sun shone directly on us;

hate those smokers who spoilt my mood.

A big malaysia fan was sitting right in front of us. :/

Yes me again.

In the jam.

HAHAHHA.

Ramleeeeeeee!

After getting our burgers, headed to curve to join the others for dinner.

Oh and the score was MU 3- MYS 2.

Unbelievable huh.

I'm off,

see you.

Xoxo,

Sze.

:(

2009-07-17T21:28:00.005+08:00

I'm still on the bed; since yesterday noon.

Have been suffering for the whole night.

Skipped classes in the morning

and was forced to seek for the doctor after dinner.

First i thought it was just gastric,

well i didn't know gastric would be that pain;

it was even worse than period cramp. It made me tear;

and i tried eating any food i could grab from the kitchen,

but that didn't help at all;

the pain can hardly go off, even till now. :(

Fever came in yesterday morning when i got up,

i didn't really care at first till my body temperature gone up so high suddenly.

Well hopefully the doc's assumption was wrong, it couldn't be dengue.

Might be going to hosp for a checkup soon.

I'm just gonna do a recap of yesterday's outing.

@ some chinese restaurant, the service was bad;

food wasn't that nice too.

My em song face, i looked very bad;

was in pain so yea. -___-

He was the only one eating, i had no appetite.

Fake roses but look real.

Sushi. :)

Harry potter and the half blood prince;

i don't get it, whats so nice bout the show.

Thats it, time to get rest.

Toods,

Sze.

I adore you.

2009-07-15T20:30:00.015+08:00

Went for a swim yesterday night & this evening.

Well this evening, not exactly. I got myself half wet;

was playing with 33.

I threw his flops into the pool. :)

Supposed to do our work @ the cafe but it was closed for renovation.

Chicken and egg sandwich. :)

I've been eating alot, yeah i mean it ALOT.

Tummy is getting bigger.

Now i'm craving for

RAMLI BEEF BURGER.

with egg.

I still don't understand . . .

Why some girls like to stick on those

fake eye lashes to college everyday?;

not like they'll look extra pretty or the eyes will have more electicity?

Personally i think that the lashes are so heavy and uncomfy.

I wore it once and i got damn pissed off.

They don't look pretty but fake.

LOL but yes, i've to admit that they do look pretty on the cameras.

These are coming soon. :)

Got the pictures from my old blog. :P

Order from me if you want any, new designs are coming out. <3

Btw tuck got me the mu ticket; going on this sat. :)

Xoxo,

Sze.

I hate mondays.

2009-07-13T19:53:00.003+08:00

Carbonara spaghetti from DJ.

( without the sauce.)

Newly bought hairband.

Yesterday went for a lil shopping spree with Mom.

And i got myself;

A long, checked shirt top. Green &

blue checks.

My 3rd Shawl. ♥

Pretty isn't it.

Black and white again.

Xoxo,

Sze.

Time of situation.

2009-07-12T15:24:00.002+08:00

Time has passed in no time at all

Some things grew up and something had even fall

Life is changing and keeps on changing

Every day for a new and sometimes challenging

Memories been built up and some to build on

We follow the path with a hope to chase on.

Are we blind or we pretending to be?

Or this is life which it uses to be?

All these things are like mysteries

Puzzles unsolved and creating histories

Carrying the burdens of all our deeds

Finishing this journey asking if someone to lead?

Choking in this air of this anxiety

Leaving all in the hands of almighty

Just thinking for what we are given life for

If it can’t like I am searching for?

Procrastinating again?

2009-07-11T20:06:00.010+08:00

We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result of getting something we don't have, but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have.

Ahhh, i've been slacking around/ going out.

All the work still left undone, and i'm still not doing them today.

Yesterday went ou to watch obsessed and had dinner @ Garden.

Well it was my very first time being there, the food was fine. ( 6/ 10)

Environment was great too.

Carbonara.

Disgusting mushroom soup.

On the way back.

@ KFC.

Copying kush's work lol.

I'm off.

Xoxo,

Sze.

Don't be naive my dear.

2009-07-10T17:59:00.005+08:00

I've damn alot of work to catch up;

i dont know what is f7, seriously. Yesterday's class i was totally stoning/ dreaming.

f8 is a killer paper, now i started to think that f5 is the easiest among all, hell noooo.

I'm going out later. :)

I'm bored of red roses.

Ciao people.

Xoxo,

Sze.

Flash back.

2009-07-07T23:01:00.006+08:00

Year 2006.

Was i that skinny?

Mini me; year 2007.

Year 2006, temporary curls.

2007, permanent curls. :/

Xoxo,

Sze.

Choices.

2009-07-07T00:00:00.006+08:00

Ice cream is nice; its creamy and filling;

besides, it looks prettier and of course its tastier, for me it is;

its nearly perfect i can tell.

However, it melts faster compared to popsicle.

Cream or ice, which one do you think it'll melt first?

Best moments wont last for long, its just simply true.

You can't taste/ have the best thing anytime in any situation once its gone.

Altho ice creams are better, than popsicles, in some ways.

Still, i'll choose popsicle, since it wont melt so fast; well it might not taste the best.

Sometimes people just tend to choose what they want in their life

without thinking what will happen later/ in the future.

This is random; the thought just came into my mind when i saw the picture.

PS:/ i'm feeling miserable.

I'm off,

Sze.

X wanna.

2009-07-05T23:47:00.005+08:00

Dinner @ Teppanyaki.

Messy; pale; bad hair.

I seriously don't feel like going to coll tomorrow, still in holiday mood;

having period cramp now; sighs kill me.

Xoxo,

Sze.

Tears can sometimes be more special than smiles; for smiles can be given to anyone but tears are only shed for people we love.

2009-07-04T16:44:00.017+08:00

I woke up at 3 plus this noon, wasn't feeling quite well.

Decided not to go out with parents so that I could get some rest at home; going out for dinner tonight.

Sighs. Coll starts on monday and I realized something when I was looking through the schedule.

i'll have my first progress test on the early of aug; crazy.

So i'm here to post bout yesterday's outing.

First we went to Mont Kiara; the traffic was kinda bad.

Here is 33 and I. ( inside joke).

Camwhored much. :P

Yours truly.

We then headed to curve for dinner and supper ( Donuts). (:

Mine. Mexican Double Beef Burger.

It was huge; well I didn't manage to finish them.

His, the Double Gourmet Sausage.

Heart shaped- Mocha.

Us again.

Candid shots.

Goodbye readers.

Xoxo,

Sze.

When they meet;

2009-07-03T15:47:00.007+08:00

One day, the devil came to the town;

the angel came down from the heaven at the same time.

They met each other during a party which held at the club, what a coincidence.

And so happen they met another devil #2; the ring was there too.

They acted so friendly to each other;

both of them even danced and cam whored together.

Soon the angel showed the true face of hers.

Angel: " I was ordered by the king of heaven to kill you lil thing."

The red devil died at last.

LOL.

Xoxo,

Sze.

You will never know.

2009-07-03T02:30:00.005+08:00

Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
cinta yang tlah hilang darimu
yang mampu menyanjungku

Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
selama itu pun
aku mampu tuk mengenangmu

Darimu, kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku, kau lah cinta sejati

Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang telah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

There's something i can't express, can't tell, we can only feel it with our hearts.

Let fate decide our future.

Cutest duckies.

Xoxo,

Sze.

Blue moon.

2009-07-03T01:57:00.006+08:00

Well i went to desa park city again;

brought laptop to the cafe but turned out to be a disappointment.

The sims 3 is not working for my laptop; only for the desktops.

* Pissed offffffffffffff.

Anyway tuck and i had the famous chilli panmee @ dataran sunway for lunch.

Yum. :)

On the way to Desa.

Cho Dai Di; i just learnt bout the playing rules; so yeah i kept losing.

Damn noob. :/

He finally brought me those shells.

Only 1/6 of them. Lol.

Forgive the lala zai/ lui. :P

Stupid teee. :D

Xoxo,

Sze.

Ps i love you?

2009-07-02T01:03:00.004+08:00

Song: Collide.

I miss you, b.

xx,

sze.

Hungry for food.

2009-07-01T17:33:00.004+08:00

Xoxo,

Sze.

Ahhh lately i'm so in love with food. :/

Cant wait for tomorrow weeeee.

Let me teach you.

2009-07-01T16:39:00.011+08:00

Ignore the fat face. :/

Anyway, my new sem starts on this fri or next monday;

and i'm so not going to the boring orientation.

( Yes deal with it, ACCA is always so dead).

Hopefully i can get into the groups i want.

Next sem is going to be quite hectic;

the schedule is packed, oh well i'm taking three subs; bless me.

* * *

I had a surprise breakfast few days back.

It was . . . , well i like surprises but sometimes they kinda freak me out.

Like waking up in the early morning, with your messy look/ hair;

suddenly there's someone in the living room waiting for you;

- 'omg! your breakfast is delivered.'

You have no idea how it feels like,

when you look feaking weird/ funny in your pyjamas or whatever, :(

someone just appears at the doorstep.

Ps I love having dim sum as my breakfast.

I want my the sims 3!

Xoxo,

Sze.

Beautifully made.

2009-07-01T15:32:00.003+08:00

Would you still stay the way you love me, if there's no love in return?

No, you wont.

Human beings are selfish.

You wont want to get hurt, especially by someone who doesn't like you.

Xoxo,

Sze.

Love is the most beautiful of dreams and the worst of nightmares.

2009-06-30T16:53:00.011+08:00

Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams

And i found this few days ago.

Miss you ball, bush, brownstick. :)

AHH i can't wait to get the sims 3 dvd. Call me lifeless. :P

Signing off,

Sze.

Wonderful night.

2009-06-26T22:50:00.003+08:00

@ Ampang lookout point.

The food there sucks to the max.

Anyway i really loved the night view and yea, one hour plus driving kinda worth it.

Xoxo,

Sze.

Island; @ Sabah.

2009-06-25T00:51:00.012+08:00

Updated.

Well, I wasn't at sabah; these are pics i received from someone. :)

Sea shells collected for me. :D

* * *

To be continued,

Signing off,

Sze.

Happy father's day.

2009-06-22T21:45:00.000+08:00

My card for him.

It was his day; and here is something we did for him.

Baked beans with egg.

Seafood carbonara.

This may look a bit cacated.

Surprise breakfast for the man.

On the way to ou.

Present for dad.
Dinner @ Sushi king.

I've no idea why did i look so fat in the pic. :/

Xoxo,

Sze.

Don't stop kissing.

2009-06-18T14:26:00.004+08:00

Sometimes we let affection,

go unspoken,

Sometimes we let our love

go unexpressed,

Sometimes we can't find words to tell

our feelings,

Especially towards those

we love the best.

Xoxo,

Sze.

Ohlala.

2009-06-17T14:01:00.010+08:00

The cutest thing; mini donuts.

Lala- ed.

Nah not my shoes. :/

I find this funny.

No idea what were we trying to do.

Focus on the flower.

Xoxo,

Sze.

Decison.

2009-06-16T23:34:00.006+08:00

16/ 06 / 09

10pm.

I just got back from genting; the theme park was o.o;

i didn't know i would be that scared,

even last time i was alot braver than now.

yes i mean it; YOU stop laughing at me.

i just didnt feel that well after playing those;

anyway the snow world was awesome; haha yeah for me it was.

we were having icecream in the snow; it was -4 degree.

sadly no picture has taken.

thanks for everything.

you know who you are.

i'll blog bout it soon.

i'm tired, very.

good nights.

Xoxo,

Sze.

I can't predict the future honey.

2009-06-15T18:47:00.010+08:00

hey people out there, i'm feeling a lil emotional so i'm here to write.

writting helps, erm in a way i guess; apparently, i always feel better after typing the words out, whatever.

this post might be saved as a draft which i'm gonna delete it sooner or maybe not.

but yeah, i don't really care.

i'm living for almost 19 years; thinking back; hard times i've been through all these years;

well of course i enjoyed part of my life too;

by meeting awesome people & people/ friends who were so close to me last time

and i just lost them in few months time, or maybe less.

but well, i appreciate everything i had in the past;

i feel like i'm old talking bout all these but i just need to.

honest to say that, i didn't believe in love;

& i cant say that i'm now completely believing in love.

its reality.

what i know is i've changed.

just stay it that way.

don't ever hurt me.

Xoxo,

Sze.

btw, i'll enjoy my day tomorrow; lets get crazy babeh. xxx.

ps; i love my holiday.

I'm waiting for you love.

2009-06-14T00:56:00.006+08:00

Guess what; I got chosen for the model search thingy.

HAHAHAH.

OKAY.

not funny. :/

Forgive me, i was bored.

Heheheh; yes i can't stop eating. -.-

Ma dinner.

Newly bought. :)

Bad hair day.

Xoxo,

Sze.

You're my sugar.

2009-06-13T15:58:00.014+08:00

OMG

the weather is killing me; i'm so glad that i'm going up to genting next week. Yes, again. :)

I'm craving for.

Cheers babeh.

Choices.

Lecka lecka.

@ Pavilion.

Taiping.

Grandma's bungalow.

Swing swing. Me without my face. Lol.

My fav. :)
Highway.

Laksa. :P

As you know i don't eat laksa, not mine.

Spot me! ( when i was standard five if i'm not mistaken).

Form 4. ( well i looked old; weird hair style tho :P).

<3Famous cendol in town.
Cendol!

@ coffee bean.

Karaoke.

Xoxo,

Sze.

I don't love you anymore.

2009-06-12T16:56:00.002+08:00

Messy hair. :)

@ the lobby of the hotel.

I've been out these days and i'm really tired.

I need to relax; lets go to spa.

Signing off,

Sze.

KL.

2009-06-12T01:21:00.009+08:00

Dinner @ Pavilion; Mexican Canteena.

Icecream, Shisha @ Starhill; Lecka lecka.

Movie ( Drag me to hell) @ Pavilion; Gsc.

Oh yep, the polices stopped our car and found out that i've no ic. :/

Fuckkk, what they wanted was just $$$$.

Nights people.

Xoxo,

Sze.

Good weather, good mood.

2009-06-11T21:59:00.000+08:00

No captions, just pics.

Xoxo,

Sze.

RC :D

A tiring day.

2009-06-10T23:40:00.008+08:00

KLCC; Midvalley & Curve.

Dinner @ manhattan fish market.

Meet the driver, Foo Xin Tuck.

Yes i looked like i just woke up; was licking a lollipop.

Oh well, we got lost when we were on the way to midvalley;

& when we were searching for the car @ cineleisure's car park.

Tomorrow i'll be going Kl again, by lrt. :/

Last but not least,

Xoxo,

Sze.

Back.

2009-06-09T23:27:00.011+08:00

Ah well, too much to blog bout.
I'm just gonna upload some pics of me visiting the temple first. :)

Pictures speak.

Thats all i guess;

I'll post about my trip to genting soon. :P

Xoxo,

Sze.

Holidays can be times of love, laughter, joy and giving.

2009-06-08T18:03:00.008+08:00

@ the hotel.

I know it hasn't been long since I last saw you my dear,

But to me it feels as long as five hundred year.

I miss you to the point I am loosing all sanity,

There has to be an end to all this calamity.

I think of you every second and every breath,

For you I would stare even into the face of death.

To kiss your lips is to taste the sweetness of love,

And it brings forth feelings from the heavens above.

To look into your eyes is to gaze into the sky,

So beautiful with the stars and the heavens inside.

To see your smile is to see the divine,

This poem is for you, sweet love of mine.

* * *

Anyway I'm at a cafe @ Taiping now, trip to penang has canceled.

I just had the most famous cendol here; it was so cheap only one buck per bowl; yumyum. :)

I'll upload the pictures on my next post.

Toodles. <3

Currently finishing gossip girl season 2;

Xoxo,

Sze.

Sneak peek.

2009-06-06T16:32:00.004+08:00

I'm currently @ Coffee bean, Genting.

The weather is superb. HAHAHA to those who are still in PJ, envy me.

Bathing in the morning was crazy;

and the food here is hell expensive. Should have brought my own food. :P

Well i've no time to transfer all the pictures to my laptop;

so i'm not gonna blog bout my trip that soon, till maybe i reach tp tonight or so.

I know you miss me.

Good luck to those who are having exams still.

I send you my best regards.

I'm reading novel now; btw i'm having cramp :(

Xoxo,

Sze.

Again, I'm walking on the road alone.

2009-06-05T00:53:00.003+08:00

alright; everything has come to the end.

i miss you much.

i'm leaving to genting and tp, penang tomorrow.

byes people, im bringing my laptop so i'll update it whenever i've time. :)

sigh. i lost my rings. :(

see you after a week.

ily.

Dried flowers.

2009-06-04T00:07:00.005+08:00

A Single rose of love A Single rose of devotion A Single wish upon my lips A Single thought of you A Single desire to be granted A Single moment of careless bliss A Single love never to be broken A Single rose for one last kiss.


tell me whats forever.

I spell love l.o.v.e.

2009-06-03T18:01:00.007+08:00

You are L.I.K.E.

my teddy; you're so nice to hug; i can always hug you when i feel like.

the spongebob; you make me laugh whenever i'm down.

the king; you protect me when i'm feeling weak.

the sweets; you pour sugar on me and get me addicted to it.

my pillow; which i could hide my tears on at the night.

the tissue; that wipes my cries off.

the swimming tube; prevents me from drowning into the sea which is full of sadness.

the blanket; i need you when my heart is cold, inside.

the ice cream; which never fails to cheer me up.

the umbrella; i feel safe under you; with your existence.

the honey; for me, your sweetness is always unlimited.

the MacD service ( hahha i can't think of any) ; 24 hours available for me.

Xoxo,

Sze.

Sleepless nights.

2009-06-02T19:35:00.003+08:00

I AM DONE WITH ALL THESE CRAP.

I'm off to curve.

B.

2009-05-29T22:27:00.003+08:00

The days I spent with you are like a tape I play, rewind, play, rewind, and play. Whenever I remember something new, I feel as though you touched me on the cheek. I miss you as the grass awaits the wind, Or as the morning sky awaits the sun.

Although I look for you in every doorway, I find only the darkness in my heart. You’re the one in whom I most confide, The inner ear I talk to through the day, The flesh I need when I must have my way, The world where I am home when I’m inside. And even more, I find my pleasure, too, From seeing the delight you take in me, The comfort, quiet joy, and ecstasy That it is my gift to give to you.

No matter what our troubles, I still love you that is something that maybe I regret to say, As though a part of me were also you. Life isn’t easy, but I know without you. There will be bitterness in all I do. I feel the broken heaven in my heart, The blight that will outlast the years of healing, The darkness underneath all time and art, The pain that from within there’s no concealing. We were so much in love when we first met, A river that would reach, in time, the sea. We ought not let despair turn to regret, But be through choice what love chose us to be. No love can last except it be through will. Were wastelands in our path, I’d love you still. I went back in my heart the other day, But nothing in there struck me as my own. Strange how life moves on, and what we cherish Turns to something alien in our hands. And later, when we try to comprehend it, It fades into the twilight of our tears. I woke again upon a sunny morning, Alive to what I hoped would be a song. You were yesterday, which I remembered As though it were a year or two ago. So even though that I hate you right now, you always be on my memories. Memories in which I’ll love you still…

Ps if you're wondering; its not written by me.

Bimbo post.

2009-05-27T20:52:00.004+08:00

Swimming in the dark was fun.

When I turn back.

2009-05-27T04:42:00.003+08:00

Everything came back to me after reading my xanga blog.

I realised life during last year was way much better than now.

I hate this year.

No promises.

2009-05-27T04:07:00.001+08:00

Its four in the morning, i can't study; neither can i fall asleep.

I need medicine, so that i can stop my mind from thinking/ working so much, form now. & so that, i'll start thinking bout the finals; not the others.

I can't wait till next tues ( 2nd of June), exams are going to over at 6pm if i'm not mistaken;

next week i'm going to the ZOO; oh well i didn't like to go there but something just changed my mind.

I'm gonna be a true animal lover, note that- sun is nothing. Althoughhhhh;

since young i was called puteri lilin;

and yes, i'm bringing cap or hat ( which one do you prefer?); umbrellas, shades, sunblock; trolley if possible to get one. :P

I personally think that, blogging seriously helps to relieve stress/ frustrations. Yayy.

Let me lie,
let me die on thy snow-covered bosom,
I would eat of thy flesh as a delicate fruit,
I am drunk of its smell, and the scent
of thy tresses
Is a flame that devours.

Xoxo,

sze.

Currently listening to secondhand serenade's.

Take off your shoes, throw away your books, lets get the fun started.

2009-05-26T16:54:00.004+08:00

LESS THAN ONE WEEK TO GO;

AND I JUST STARTED A SERIOUS STUDYING FROM NOW, SHOOT ME BABY!

Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart.

2009-05-24T13:44:00.004+08:00

Cousin came over on fri & went out for awhile to yumcha; alright nothing much happened; just to keep you guys updated. :)

Oh i know i looked weird in the pic.

Love floods us with hope.

Xoxo,

Sze C.

Everything that has a beginning has an ending. Make your peace with that and all will be well; Time is a dressmaker specializing in alterations.

2009-05-22T00:54:00.010+08:00

People tend to make mistakes; due to the ' i don't care attitude'.

Oh well i'm one of them.

Some of them may realize that what they've gone wrong but refuse to change or recorrect them;

and so, they start to aviod their problems.

I'm one of them, too.

This post is specially dedicated to a friend; and hah, its my very first time doing this so yep; appreciate it. :P

Past is past

whats done is already done

baby you're thinking too much

about history which you can't change.

Whats important now

it's the present moment

that shapes the future.

The train is always on time.

Looking back

it's easy to see

the things you did that were wrong

it's not so easy to learn

from those mistakes.

You can't change who you've been

you can't change how you've lived

you can't change what you've done

you can't change what you've said.

But you can change who you are

and you can change where you're heading to

you've still got time to catch that train.

Don't change for people

change for yourself.

The train is always on time

its never too late.

And there's always a person who cares bout you

to support you in silence

everything that you do.

Have faith in yourself

there are hopes

set a dream and try your best to achieve it

there are miracles

things tend to get better as time passes by

and lastly, there is love

i'll be there for you

accompany you to go through this tough moment.

It is not the strongest of the species that survive

nor the most intelligent

but the one most responsive to change.

XOXO,

SZE.

Choc love.

2009-05-19T18:34:00.007+08:00

Hey darlings,

i'm hyper now yeahhh.

Rozi's class was damn tiring; 8am till 5.30pm can you imagine? wtf.

Tomorrow will be the same; and i've tons of homework waiting for me to get them done by tonight.

I wonder if i could finish them on time.

Alright not gonna talk bout coll and stuff; just wanna tell you guys that;

i love you, all. <3

Signing off,

Sze.

oh baby, you've just lost a chance.

Best monday.

2009-05-19T01:14:00.005+08:00

Gf brought me to Desa Parkcity. :)

The playground was really awesome; it was my first time seeing awh; damn high techno.

Heheh bought one pack of bread and went feeding fish; there was a big big pond.

I had a great day seriously; thanks for the choc. :D

One of my happiest days in this year.

Xoxo,

chuahyingsze.

Awkward silence.

2009-05-18T04:43:00.000+08:00

If you were going to die soon and had only one phone call you could make, who would you call and what would you say? And why are you waiting?

Imissyou;butwhereareyou?

They make me smile.

2009-05-18T04:30:00.004+08:00

& lastly YOU.

Hold me tight; don't ever let go.

Xoxo, yingsze.

Baby, i'm lost.

2009-05-15T01:39:00.004+08:00

SHYTTTT, my blog's getting so emo :P

liptattoo, COOL HUH?

Water splash.

2009-05-11T18:38:00.004+08:00

I want to wrap myself in you,
To hide my fears,
My pain,
My tears.
I want to wrap myself in you
All night,
All day.

Xoxoxo,